Hurt

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything

I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear
You are someone else, I am still right here

What have I become my sweetest friend ?
Everyone I know goes away, in the end
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt