* I am expected to operate so I do, my feelings are not only secondary, they are irrelevant.
* I know I should be okay with all whats going on, whether in my own life or in the world in general, its out of my hands and I can't do anything about it, I saw it coming but I also knew I can't do anything about it when the time comes, I should be okay with the fact that I have no control over the events that happen in my personal life, events that'll fuck me up , fuck up my plans, fuck up anything that I really want, it should be fucking fine, I should just smile when people tell me that's whats life is all about, or when people tell you that maturity is basically killing pieces of yourself so you can carry on, life is about compensating, life is about not getting what you want, and I should just learn to accept this.
* The key note to be taken from The Metamorphosis is that life is absurd, there is no real correlation between the actions that you take and the results that you will get, I agree that sometimes doing certain things will increase the chances that a certain result will happen, but also there is the high possibility that one day you'll wake up and find that you have transformed into a giant roach while you were sleeping, you did not transform because you were a good or a bad person, it just happens, and now you have to observe how your existence, your attempts to communicate, or even your memory is hurtful and resentful to the ones you loved the most, you miss them, you love them, you know they are in pain, and you have to accept the fact that the best you can do for them is to conceal yourself, fade, wait until they forget you, while you're watching how everyone else can help them and make things easier for them, and the sole reason is that life is absurd, and you should accept this, smile, and go on living.
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