gird , all too gird

* I remember your last words ,how you said farewell to this rotten society and to the fucked animals that live in it, i read them every once in a while , they are perfect , someday i'll tell you this , when i understand all the lessons that you tried to teach me before .

* The perfect efficient human will be perfectly logical human , his actions are guided purely by logic without being affected by the society or habit , the standard of good and evil should be logically based on what brings utility to oneself and what doesn't , a good example will be ethics , appearing to be ethical is beneficial , being ethical is not . The fight between whats logical and whats ethical is a daily fight for humans , thats why most human behaviours are inconsistant , and that is why the logical humans are winning the fight.

* Everything in life should be looked at as a business deal , you always measure the risk and the return when you take any action , you put a price for the good your selling or the good your welling to trade with the buyer , and there is nothing called a free lunch , sadly this applies to everything , even human relationships , try to become a bit different than what you were this will cause an imbalance to your supply-demand equilibrium point - in other words your stocks will go down - and therefore your 'friends' -or in this case ' strategic business partners' - will trade less with you , give less ' goods' in your daily deals . We try to think its different by dressing up our relationships with the alcohol called emotions , and sometimes it surly makes the transactions process faster.

* I doubt that i'll feel sad when saying goodbye to people , it seems that the people i knew have already left and i already miss them , the nostalgic burn in my throat hardly leaves me , as if everyone died someway or another and someone else is living in thier bodies , heck maybe thats what happened to me , and thats why i loath everything that i once loved .